Hooooooooly S!!!

Omg. I drove all the way to my dad's house today. Well, I ended up driving through this huge-ass storm. I have never been so scared in my life. I'd taken my "expensive system" (a portable cd player w/ car pack) and all of my cd's out b/c I'm leaving my car at my dad's while I'm in florida so he can fix the window and put my cd player and stuff like that in it. So, to calm myself I turned on the radio *gasp*. I cranked it so I didn't have to hear the wipers, or the rain, or the cars around me, or the thunder. I started singing, too. Holy S. I actually calmed down. There was a tornado warning for one of the counties kinda near us, so on my way to my dad's I drove through the remanants of that storm. When I got home I looked at the radar and it showed what I had driven through and it was all red and scary looking. When I'm at home I hate huge storms, especially when I'm alone. I never thought I'd be in a car driving in one like that. Talk about scary, man. Omg. I'm safe at my dad's house now, that's all that matters.

and i dont know who you are...

thanks to heatherr, [i] who made beths journal a skankin journal. who everyone will love. because beth is one rockin chicka. hell yeah. ahh, radioactive man! well. im out of this hizzle. check out my ultra boring journal @ livejournal.com/users/allisterover and out.<3,heatherr.

Aw. Aren'...

Aw. Aren't I cute? Wearing my Ataris shirt, playing bass, and still with my hair the way heatherr did it. Heh...right...ANYWAYS. Last night was battle of the bands. I went with Heatherr. Dude. All those guys in the front. Man. They were so punk. \m/ PUNK RAWK YEAH!!!!! No. It's like "Oo look at me I'm pointing at you with my pointer finger and pinkie. That makes me punk. PUNK RAWK!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!" People like that irritate me. And then Adam Fleming and his band...Carbon 14.Adam: I'm playing in the battle of the bandsMe: Cool, what kind of music are you playing?Adam: Punk.Me: Neato what bands?Adam: Blink-182, Green Day and Good Charlotte.Me: Oh, that's....cool *hides a laugh*Yeah so that was our quality entertainment for the night. Seeing "punk" people jump around and go \m/ to "punk" music. Yeah. Some fun. Next year heatherr and I are going to rock their socks off with real music. We're going to play Saves the Day - Sell my old clothes, I'm off to heaven. There was only one band that was good, and that was Event Horizen (yes it's spelled with an E). That's Josh's band, they played death metal, but they were awesome. The had all their own mics, their own amps, drums, and even some of their own lighting. Tons of people went up front, and there was a small mosh pit. Schmitter tried to get me to mosh. I was like uh....no. Heatherr was like AHHHH THEY'RE GONNA SMASH ME!!! b/c she's so short. All these people were headbanging and I was waiting for someone to hit their head on the brick dividing wall thing. We left after they played, b/c we were bored outta our minds. Then we saw this one family of rednecks and their "goth" daughter at McDonalds. The were calling each other Pussies and clits and stuff like that. The dad called the daugher "big jugs." How sick is that!? Then we were leaving and Schmitter and like 2 or 3 of his friends were waiting in the line at the drive thru speaker. He yelled something at me, and I stopped and turned around and looked at him, and turned around and kept walking again. They yelled something else like "shake it baby" or something like that and I smacked my butt and they were like "Really is that an offer?" and "promise?" and stuff like that and I was like NO! and kept walking to my car. Then I got in and drove away and honked at them when I passed and they honked back. Then I took heatherr home. I should have gone over and sat on the hood of his car and rode through the drive thru. Heh that would have been funny!I can't wait till I get my shirts. My dad asked if there was anything else I wanted for my birthday, so I'm going to look on interpunk and pick out some buttons and stickers. Only 11 days till I'm 17!! YESSSSSS!!!! Then I can go to rated R movies and not get thrown out. Heh. Toodles!: ::Beth:: :

I'm breakin...

I'm breaking up with brent. I can't live a lie anymore. I have no feelings for him other than as a friend. It's better I do it now than later. I had no clue he was actually getting this attached. His friend wrote something in our school newspaper about us, although he didn't use our names."With all of these translations of the word love given to us as children we all grow up with different ideas about what love really is. A friend of mine says that he loves everyone he goes out with, he says it to them...but when asked how many people he really LOVED he says only 2, one in the first 2 weeks of going out and the girl he is with now."He LOVES me. I need to get out of this now before he gets even more into it, and before he thinks I'm even more into it. He won't be as hurt if I'm truthful now. I feel so awful. I cried about it. And I'm crying now about it. I feel like such a filthy lying bitch. What's worse is I'm liking someone I should not like. Yes, that's right. Marc. x battlexscars x: whats wrong with you!midway driveby: he's nice to me, and we're together a lot, and he's like a cancerous growth he's just kinda grown on me.midway driveby: and I can't help it.x battlexscars x: eemidway driveby: and I can't cut it off b/c it's cancer it's still there.midway driveby: IT WON'T GO AWAYmidway driveby: AND THE CANCER LIKES MEx battlexscars x: its a 212 lb growing on your fucking side!x battlexscars x: FUCKING LEACH!x battlexscars x: >:Dmidway driveby: the cancer likes me.midway driveby: and that makes it grow even more.midway driveby: and it won't fucking stop.x battlexscars x: cut it off at the source.midway driveby: even when I say FUCK YOU CANCER DON'T FUCKING GROW ON MEx battlexscars x: and hell say. what, im no cancer.x battlexscars x: and you sayx battlexscars x: YOU FUCKING LEACHx battlexscars x: wHERE THE FUCK IS MY SALTEven that didn't help. Usually our little convos about surreal situations like that helps me in some way. It just makes me know I shouldn't like him, but I can't really help it. I'm giving him a ride home again tomorrow. I gave him a ride home today, along w/ samantha beanie. She's so little it makes me feel big. OMG. I'm shrinking. I'm a 1/2 shorter than I was, however, MY FEET GREW AN ENTIRE SIZE. I told kenny and later he said "goodnight bigfoot" and logged off. MY mom and I were looking at my feet today and we came to the conclusion that my feet remind us of ET. I just look at my feet and I like ET. I asked my mom and she said she sees the similarities. GAH. Goodnight.