Oh my g...

Oh my god. I can barely fucking breathe. I'm trying so hard to breathe that my heart rate was 145bpm. Holy shit. Thank god Fred and Ken were the managers tonight. They sent me home early. My chest hurts so bad. Holy mother of god. I'm taking my breathing machine right now so I hope it'll get better. Holy shit....this is scaring me. If it isn't better tomorrow I'm having my mom schedule me a doctors appointment and I'll take myself to the doctor. She won't do it so I will god dammit. I'm not going to school like this. It's really foggy out, it's dark, and I could hardly breathe...not safe to be driving. And I'm starting to shake from my medicines. God I hate this.